31 December 2011

........

New year mean nothing to me when i cant get something that i want ..
and new year mean nothing to me when i cant celebrate it with him .. 
Hey ! dont look me like a little child again !
im 16 already .. ~.~ 
i just want to spent one night only pun CANNOT !
yaa lah , they look me like a little child , like i cant control my self to do something bad. 
mean , saya masih lagi kena anggap macam budak-budak macam yang saya ni tidak tau jaga diri. dorang ingat saya mau buat something yang merosakkan maruah.
saya ingat tuh semua lr !
saya pandai jaga diri juga , tapi napa saya tidak boleh ?! orang lain boleh , saya tidak boleh ?
yaa lr , seumur hidup saya ni saya teteap dipandang sebagai seorang budak yang tidak pandai jaga diri yang harus ada orang yang menjaga atau memimpin saya.
bila saya mau hidup macam seorang remaja yang betul-betul ni ?
saya pun tau juga mana yang baik dan tidak baik .. ~.~
saya tau juga batas tuh semua tapi kenapa saya tidak kena faham ?
NEW YEAR MEAN NOTHING TO ME ! 
Berlalu seperti sesaat saja .. :'(

18 December 2011

Wedding Anniversary

Today is a special day to those who already married because today they will married again which is mean annivesary. It was held at our church. Seventh-Day Adventist church. You know, that day gave me a chance to be beautiful for one day. I mean use a beautiful dress, hehe. Funny huh ? Im not beautiful at all but im pretend to be. haha!

okey, first of all i expect that our church will be full of people to see that anniversary. but when we reached there at 10:30, theres no one there. i take some time to make up my self but when i go out, it was sa sad. i didn't expect that no one coming. i mean, less then i thought.

well, it doesn't matter. no matter how les the people is, our pastor don't care. he started the anniversary as planned. wow ! 23 couple [ husband and wife ] are joining that activities. it was pretty cool. many of them are so romantic. when their wife come to their husband, they being kiss and hug. i was so jealous okay ? and you know what ? i cant wait to married with my beloved one and became Mrs. Rexy. haha! Then we will have a children and live happily together. [ PINNIE ! Whats wrong with you ?! Jauh lagi lah !! ] Okay , dont care bout me.

ouhyaa, before i forget. i've got a flower ! Yeah , we all know right ? a marriage must throw her flower to the audience. and i get it ! want to see ?



wey , look at the flower okay ? don't look at my ugly faces, hehe. Pretty right ? yeah, i like it because our 'MC' said that those who got the flower will married as soon as possible with thier lover. thats why i feel so excited. i hope that it was true. yaa , my impian. hahahahaha! okey , i wrote a long post today. got to go. taa taa icecream ! :)



16 December 2011

Happy Sabbath ! :)


Before i start to write something here , i would like to say Happy Sabbath to all Seventh-Day Adventist. that is my religion to them that dont know about my religion. we worship God every Saturday. different with others Christian. Okay , thats all. [ nant jadi kontrovesi lah pulak ].
 i was so happy today. im here now at my church, watching them playing music. okay , nak cakap melayu pula. 
Idea ni tiba-tiba je keluar dalam otak mereka ni. mula-mula cuma main guitar. oleh kerana ada orang yang terlalu teruja untuk mendengar , maka tiba-tiba datang lah orang beramai-ramai untuk memainkan peralatan muzik yang tidak pernah wujud dalam dunia. kunun ni. mula-mula gitar , lama-lama gitar bass. lepas tu , harmonica , lepas tu , muncul kotak sebagai gendang-gendangan , lepas tu keluar botol berisi beras , lepas tu keluar container berisi kacang hijau , lepas tu keluar penyanyi dan akhir sekali keluar violin. [ banyak pula lepas tu saya ] .
kamu rasa masuk akal tak ? mesti tidakkan ? haha , yaa lah. apa tidak masuk akal kalau tiba-tiba bukan alat muzik dijadikan alat muzikkan ? tapi saya rasa enjoy sangat-sangat sebab saya terhibur dengan persembahan yang secara tiba-tiba. dengan riaksi muka lagi, apa tidak lucukan ? well , for us Sabbath is for us praise the Lord our God. menyanyi lagu puji-pujian adalah satu kebiasaan bagi kami. i think thats all from me. im going to join them now. sebelum itu , saya ingin meminta maaf sekiranya ada sesiapa yang tersinggung dalam post saya hari ini. Pupye , God Bless ! :)


14 December 2011

Find Problem ( cari masalah )


good morning bloggers! i mean good afternoon. hehe. woke up late today. kinda feel a little bit tired. yesterday caroling. disebabkan lambat bangun, my mom give me many home work as a punishment for me. so i cant sit longer here. today i feel so happy ! yeah ! congratulation Mr.Rexy. you make me happy today. although you make me a little bit sad but i don't mind and i don't want to make it bigger. 

- Thank You Mr.Prince - Love you !


*a shot post only today. Btw , thanx icecream ! Have a nice day*


Pet pot pet pot ..

Hye there reader ! good morning .. woke up early huh today on this christmast holiday ? yaa , me also. tired to sleep. so , here i am again. blogging all the way. theres nothing to say here. i just want to update my blog again. ouhyaa , before that. i want to tell you about my mood today. SAD ! he mad at me. :'( maybe it was my fault. sorry sayang ! i didnt mean to make you angry. [ kes salah faham lh ni ] but , what can i do ? he said he hate me so damn much ! uuwwaaa :'( hadoi , hidup ni susah jugak kn ? 

sayang , i really hope that you read this post. im so sorry. :'( i didnt mean it , sob sob T.T .. 


- thats all from me today - thank you icecream ! -

* boring to read because i always post about love ? leave my page , thank you .. :) and GTH lr !! *

13 December 2011

Updating a little bit only

So today was so boring. im alone here at ' guestroom ' church. waiting my friend back from work. ( betul ke tuh ? ) hehe , hentam je laa. what important is, i feel so so so boring. i text him, but his phone has been use by his brother which is mean ' off '. so, it makes me became more boring.

so, i open my facebook account to play some games. i spent a lot of my time here in front of this laptop. then my friend chat me and ask my blog URL. i give her and ask her how to make my blog more interesting so other people interest to read it. she give me a link and ' walla ! ' .. its done. not much. change a little bit only. lazy to do it right now. just want to make my boring gone.

so im going to text him now and sleep. its sleep time ! thanx reading icecream. a shortpost only. bubye ! mwah ! :)

11 December 2011

i regret it :'(


So today is the day where all the Seventh-Day Adventist waited for. Its a camporee camp !! the whole asia will follow this camp. i am not the participant but im going to visit my friends there. we have planned it to go there. so we depart from here at 1.30 PM and arrived at 3.00 PM maybe. ( forgot oledy ) <--- pelupa ! but before that i need too tell you about someone that i hate the most ! Yuck !! Disgusting !! no lah , just kidding .. :P

before we go there , my mom told me and my brother to follow someone that we already inform to follow him. but when i ask the person that i should follow , he said that the ' disgusting couple ' will follow him. ( yaa , saya memang jahat ) when my mom know it , my mom told us to not follow them because they already full of place. ( Gen-2 jaa ) actually the car can fit 4 people at the back but because of my hate feelings to them , i rather go to another car. i don't want to see they ' bemesra-mesra ' in front of me. Disgusting okay ! i know you will ask me why did i say like that but it's a long long story. will tell you if i rajin to write. 

so , stop talking about the disgusting people. make me sakit jiwa only sejaa. okay , when we arrived at papar my heart getting so jelous when i cant follow that camp. no money lorr. so many people from the overseas! arh ! so so so jelous ouh. but im still happy i came for the first day. ouhya , forgot to tell the place. its located at Kem PLKN Papar.

i go there untill 10.00 PM. huh , im so tired that night. it was so cold and you know what ? i forgot to bring my ' jacket '.. huh make my body shake. if he can hug me that time. haha ! ( angan angan ) arrived home at morning ! i mean at 1.00 am .. haha ! funny. arrived at home terus pigi tidur. ngantuk !! <--- ish , sandii .. haha !!

08 December 2011

Not Yet Ready.

So today is 9 December 2011.
Long time no post something here.
Just dont have time to sit in front of this technology thing in the world.
Teda apa-apa yang di kepala saya ni, cuma teringin mau isi ni blog saya yang kosong.
So , have a nice day peeps ! 

03 December 2011

Beautiful Day ! :)



I’m in love,
It’s a beautiful day.
I’m in love,
It’s a beautiful way. 
I don’t care what the weather might say, 
It’s a beautiful day.

I’ve meet you,
I’m never blue.
Close my eyes,
And my whishes come thru.
Need you so,
You’ll never know.
Come with me,
It’s a beautiful day.

I do believe if I try 
I do believe I can fly
Fall thru a hole in the sky
Say you’ll catch me

Come, come, come into my world 
Won’t you lift me up, up,
High up on you’re love .


TWEET ME ! :)