29 July 2011

Worst !!

Damn ! I tough that each new day my problem will decrease .. 
But , it's not ! Dunno what will happen next ..  Okay , my problem is always about friend .. 
Urm , how to start ? our friendship was so complicated ..
Paling senang lr , our friendship has been broken into two group ..
Group 1 [ has 2 members ] and Group 2 .. [ has 3 members ]
But , i was not in favor of any party .. I was in the middle of them .. [ orang tengah lr ]
aiyah , this story was so long lr .. I make it short .. If you don't understand , ask me later .. 
Okay .. yesterday , one of my friend in group 1 was bad mood about something .. [ can't tell here ]
Because I was in the middle , the two group members will express their " ketidakpuasan hati " with each other to me .. 
So , I know all the story .. I already told you that I don't want to lose a friend , then I tried to fix their friendship so we can be together again .. 
I lied , lied and lied so they will not fighting .. 
I try my best .. 
Suddenly !
My friend " A " from group 2 tell my friend " B " from group 1 that I stabbed behind them .. 
Wah , I never do that okay .. 
But , it's okay .. What's important , they will be friend back even though they will hate me .. 
It's okey , I'm fine here .. And I'm proud to my self if they are friends again .. 
I don't know what I've done is correct or wrong .. 
but what I know is , I want to fix their friendship only .. That's all .. 
But , maybe it is also my fault because I had to lie to them .. 
I'm sorry friend .. Maybe because of me you guys misunderstanding and hate each other .. 
I'm sorry again .. ~.~
If you don't want to be my friend after this , I just want to say one thing .. 
I really happy to have a friend like you guys .. :)

25 July 2011

Here I am early in the morning ..

WAH , CAN'T BELIVE THAT I WILL WRITE A NEW POST EARLY IN THE MORNING .. 
I JUST WAKE UP JUST NOW .. 
HEHE , XD !
I HOPE THRE'S NOTHING HAPPEN IN SCHOOL THAT MAKE'S ME SAD OR HURT .. 
BECAUSE EVERYDAY , THAT TWO PERSON ALWAYS MAKE ME HURT ..
DUNNO WHY ARE THEY ALWAYS DOING LIKE THAT .. 
ARH !
OKEY LR , GONNA GET READY TO SCHOOL ALREADY .. 
TAA TAA .. ^^

Don't Quit !!

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow
You might succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup.
And he learned too late, when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

" Don't Quit ! " You can " Do It ! "

 

21 July 2011

Eisyhk !!

HEY YOU !
IF YOU REALLY WANT TO BE A FRIEND OF MINE , ACT LIKE A FRIEND .. 
DON'T ACT LIKE A FOOL , DUMB ASS !!
ALWAYS TREAT ME LIKE A DOLL THAT HAS NO FEELINGS ..
~ budu budu bh ~
IF YOU REALLY DON'T WANT TO BE MY FRIEND , JUST TELL ME .. 
DON'T ACT LIKE THIS .. 
I WILL HATE YOU , BUT NOT LONGER THAN YOU THINK BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE TO LOSE A FRIEND .. 
IF YOU WANT TO LIST MY NAME IN YOUR ENEMY LIST , JUST LIST IT !
I DON'T EVEN CARE WHO YOU ARE .. 
BECAUSE I WILL NOT DO THE SAME .. 
HEY , DON'T THINK YOU ARE PERFECT HUH ... 
I THINK , YOU'R JUST A WEIRD PEOPLE .. 
WHEN YOU HAVE A FRIEND , YOU LEFT US .. 
BUT IF NOT , YOU CAME TO US ..
STUPID FRIEND ! DON'T TELL ME THAT YOU WANT TO BE MY BEST FRIEND BECAUSE YOU'R NOT .. 
REMEMBER THIS , IF YOU REALLY WANT TO BE MY FRIEND .. 
ACT LIKE A FRIEND , DON'T ACT LIKE A FOOL AND DON'T TREAT ME LIKE A DOLL THAT HAS NO FEELINGS !!
DAMN IT , YOU'RE INSANE ! >.<!

20 July 2011

I'm So Sorry .. :(

I'M SITTING HERE IN FRONT OF THIS COMPUTER AND BLOGGING ALL THE WAY .. 
BUT , I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE ..
ACCTUALLY , I'VE GOT MANY IDEA WHAT TO WRITE BUT WHEN I'M ALREADY SIT IN FRONT OF THIS COMPUTER ALL MY IDEAS WAS GONE .. 
DUNNO GO TO WHERE ..
HEY , WE ALL KNOW THAT MANY OF THE BLOGGER PEOPLE LIKE TO USE THIS BLOG TO EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS RIGHT ?
I WANT TO EXPRESS MY FEELING BOUT HIM ..
CAN ? IF NOT , BETTER LEAVE MY PAGE .. ~.~
URM , FIRST OF ALL .. 
I MISS HIM ..:'(
SO MANY MONTH DIDN'T SEE HIM .. 
LAST SATURDAY , I GO TO KK TO TAKE MY BROTHER AT AIRPORT ..
BUT AT THE SAME TIME , HE GOES TO KENINGAU ..
ARHH !! WHAT MAKE ME HURT IS .. HE DIDN'T TELL ME EARLIER AND DIDN'T TELL ME AT ALL !!
I JUST KNOW WHEN MY FRIEND TOLD ME ..
I WAS SO SAD OWKEY ..
SAD BECAUSE I REGRET TO GO TO KK THEN SAD BECAUSE HE DIDN'T TELL ME AT ALL .. 
THEN , I CAN'T CONTROL MY SADNESS .. I CRY IN FRONT OF MY FRIEND .. 
I TEXT HIM , THEN I RELEASE MY ANGRY AT HIM .. 
HOW STUPID MY ACTION IS .. 
I REALLY CAN'T CONTROL MY ANGRY ..I MAD , MAD AND MAD AT HIM .. 
ARH , AFTER CRY , CRY AND CRY ..
THEN I REALIZE THAT IT WAS A BIG MISTAKE THAT I DO .. 
I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO HIM BUT I WAS SO SHY ..
UNTIL NOW DIDN'T TEXT HIM YET .. 
HUH , THAT'S WHAT THE EFFECT OF MY 'MISS' FEELINGS FROM MONTH TO MONTH ..
WHEN I KNOW THAT I WAS MISS OPPORTUNITY , I WAS SO ANGRY AND SAD ..
MISS CAN MAKE ME CRAZY .. ~.~
B , YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS ..
I MISS YOU A LOT AND I AM SO SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE TO YOU .. 
I'M REALLY SORRY .. 
I WRITE THIS ON 20 JULY 2011 AT 09.37 P.M ..
I HOPE YOU CAN READ THIS .. ~.~

08 July 2011

Appreciate it !! ^^

CONGRATULATIONS TO ME FOR MAKING YOU HAPPY !! ^^ KEEP IT UP B ! KEEP ON SMILING LIKE THIS , :-D .. LAUGH A LOT .. 
AND THANKS TO YOU FOR MAKING ME SAD .. THANK YOU  SO MUCH ! I APPRECIATE IT 'TILL THE END OF MY LIFE !! ^^ JUST KEEP ME SAD BECAUSE I KNOW THAT YOU LIKE IT ..

Mulau !! ~.~

Setega ! whats wrong with my blog ?? Napa gilax2 nh ? Tiba2 knun nh nda dpt buka .. Tapi sent post buli knun bh .. cam ada urang c rusak .. Bungul ! naa kn , tekeluar gaya sebenar ..

Ma Gosh !

Oh My GOAT !! hehe ,  >.<"
Okey fisrt of all I'm sorry cause lma nda update blog .. 
Long time didn't open my blog ..
Urm , okey look back at my title .. 
The reason that I put that title is because of me and my self .. 
I'm afraid and confuse .. 
I'm not ready for the big exam yet , PMR !!
Urm , I'm a PMR candidate .. 
But , you know .. I didn't ready for anything yet .. 
Oh ! Dunno whats wrong with me .. 
Always waste my time ..
Stupid me !
Sowtt naa .. 
Really , I'm not ready yet but the time moving so fast .. 
1 month feels like 1 week only ..
PMR goes on 4 October till 11 October ..
Today is 8 July .. 
How many month left ?
3 right ? But , what I just said before .. 1 month feel like 1 week .. 
So , 3 month feels like .... 
3 weeks ??
Oh My Gosh !!
That was to short for me , 1 want to go back to form 1 .. 
E , till know I don't take serious on my study .. 
Always play at class and chat nothing .. 
I don't pay attention even when the teacher is teaching .. 
Take tuition on last minute .. 
What could I get ?
Arh ! 
" Menyesal pun teda guna " , that what people said and " Nasi sudah menjadi bubur "
But , for me nasi udah menjadi air .. 
There's no hope that I can get straight A .. 
Even 1 or 2 A .. 
I don't think I can do it ..
But , I will try my best .. 
Pray for me .. 
Thanx palls !! ^^

TWEET ME ! :)