Today was my
birthday. The day that I waited each year. In this special day, hope it will
gonna be my great great day . I hope I will always happy today. I’m hoping that
from yesterday.
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When I just woke up
this morning, I already make a smile when I read a text message from him
wishing my birthday. It’s funny because he wrote a long long wishes for me. And
I like it so much. But at the end of the wishes, there’s something that he
wrote that make my feeling hurt and sad. “ What did he say that make my
feelings hurt ?” I think it’s better if I keep it as a secret. All that I
expected , isn’t come true .. I thought that I will always smile this day or laugh.
But I was wrong. Yeah, maybe I smile for a while but it’s mean nothing to me to
smile only for 5 minute.
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There’s so many
happen to me until my teardrop can’t stop flowing. It start yesterday when my
mom told us something that really really really make me hurt and hate that
person, but I can’t. That’s why I expected to have a nice day today. But it was
just a dream. Why should this happen on my special day? It was too hard for me
to forget something fast even to forget someone.
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I go through many things
only in one day. Maybe this is what God want me to go throught . I’ve got to
accept it well. But no matter what, I’m still need to say congratulation for
myself for being so brave to accept this all. [ Bkn mau minta puji arh ] Orang
cakap, setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya. Tapi saya tidak tahu apa hikmah yang
saya dapat. Just can wait and see. So that’s all from me. The worst birthday
that I ever had in my life. But it’s okay for me. I know I still can celebrate
my birthday with a smile.
