I'm So Sorry .. :(

I'M SITTING HERE IN FRONT OF THIS COMPUTER AND BLOGGING ALL THE WAY .. 

BUT , I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WRITE ..

ACCTUALLY , I'VE GOT MANY IDEA WHAT TO WRITE BUT WHEN I'M ALREADY SIT IN FRONT OF THIS COMPUTER ALL MY IDEAS WAS GONE .. 

DUNNO GO TO WHERE ..

HEY , WE ALL KNOW THAT MANY OF THE BLOGGER PEOPLE LIKE TO USE THIS BLOG TO EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS RIGHT ?

I WANT TO EXPRESS MY FEELING BOUT HIM ..

CAN ? IF NOT , BETTER LEAVE MY PAGE .. ~.~

URM , FIRST OF ALL .. 

I MISS HIM ..:'(

SO MANY MONTH DIDN'T SEE HIM .. 

LAST SATURDAY , I GO TO KK TO TAKE MY BROTHER AT AIRPORT ..

BUT AT THE SAME TIME , HE GOES TO KENINGAU ..

ARHH !! WHAT MAKE ME HURT IS .. HE DIDN'T TELL ME EARLIER AND DIDN'T TELL ME AT ALL !!

I JUST KNOW WHEN MY FRIEND TOLD ME ..

I WAS SO SAD OWKEY ..

SAD BECAUSE I REGRET TO GO TO KK THEN SAD BECAUSE HE DIDN'T TELL ME AT ALL .. 

THEN , I CAN'T CONTROL MY SADNESS .. I CRY IN FRONT OF MY FRIEND .. 

I TEXT HIM , THEN I RELEASE MY ANGRY AT HIM .. 

HOW STUPID MY ACTION IS .. 

I REALLY CAN'T CONTROL MY ANGRY ..I MAD , MAD AND MAD AT HIM .. 

ARH , AFTER CRY , CRY AND CRY ..

THEN I REALIZE THAT IT WAS A BIG MISTAKE THAT I DO .. 

I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO HIM BUT I WAS SO SHY ..

UNTIL NOW DIDN'T TEXT HIM YET .. 

HUH , THAT'S WHAT THE EFFECT OF MY 'MISS' FEELINGS FROM MONTH TO MONTH ..

WHEN I KNOW THAT I WAS MISS OPPORTUNITY , I WAS SO ANGRY AND SAD ..

MISS CAN MAKE ME CRAZY .. ~.~

B , YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS ..

I MISS YOU A LOT AND I AM SO SORRY FOR WHAT I'VE DONE TO YOU .. 

I'M REALLY SORRY .. 

I WRITE THIS ON 20 JULY 2011 AT 09.37 P.M ..

I HOPE YOU CAN READ THIS .. ~.~